How? How do you know? How do you what to do?
I am so confused and so frustrated and so....unsure. I am at a point in my life when I have to make important decisions, transfer to bigger schools, choose majors and degrees and career paths, and I just wish I could pause time, have a coffee date with God and just ask Him, “what the heck!?”.
I’m torn. I’m stuck. I’m so very confused and so very full of doubt.
I have to believe that God’s mercy and grace are new every morning. I have to trust that He has a plan and though I don’t know what to do or how to plan, if I’m living according to His plan, it doesn’t matter if I don’t see clearly. But I really want to know. I can’t afford to make a mistake. I really want a plan.
It’s letting go. Trusting. Stepping out in blind faith.
Oh Lord, don’t let me fall.